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Suzanna Wong
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Saturday, January 30, 2010
Emo dao luan
Sooner or later I'm either gonna be emoified to death or turn insane..
It's a matter of time which happen first..
I slept 2hrs last night..
I woke up at 6.15am..
I go down to lose game at 830am..
The compy drag till 930 then start, waste my $ n time to rush down..
This This This emo me...
- I seriously hate those fking unwanted attention when its simply nothing at all, i just can't be bothered to xplain things around, for fk?! So the nxt fking person who does that GOOD LUCK is all that i wanne tell u.. Just mind your own business..
- I'm already damn tired, end up we needed to wait cause the compy drag -.- when its my turn to play i'm already so drained but after playing i feel damn happy HAHA damn weird 1 but somehow that happy aura doesn't last.. Somehow i feels that i wasn't playing well coz the opp is xT Haha pressure~~ but its so fun..
- I seriously hate the repeating feeling of people doing things or saying things that causes me to be emo.. I think my tolerances damn imbal le so don't cross over the line..
I'm so damn serious about it!!
- I always have the responsibility to make sure that everything is ok so everything goes well but yet i can't help to feel guilty if i failed to do it.. I somehow feels that its my fault.. Don't know la its getting more n more tiring doing this.. why can't it just not be me.. Zzz
- When i said something and i repeat certain things that I DON'T LIKE! I DON'T WANT! Then don't keep on insisting it will just pissed me off and don't assume things that u didn't even bothered to ask and make it up in your mind its like that.. Zzzz
- Somehow i feels that i can't take all this shit anymore i'm going insane, i just wanne run away from all this shit and just hack care every single thing.. WTB HAPPY AURA SERIOUSLY!!
I made 2 decision today..
Perhaps its up to a point whereas i should just delete your contact and stop all contacts with u perhaps its better for u this way whereas i won't be a nuisance in your life.. Things that i did perhaps is wrong but yet i hope only for the better haha maybe u just won't get it.. Nvm ba it's always being like that when i start to be nice to you.. Nvm it's just my fault... I should just learn to be independent perhaps?
Everything is kinda getting out of hand, I'm really trying very hard not to blow my top but everything just HAPPEN! Don't know ba I'm just tired of all this dramas.. How long more can i take it?! Perhaps u just blew everything to the extend whereas i feels that enough is enough..
Don't know ba~
I'm just a very simple person and all i wan is just a simple life but perhaps it may sound boring to others but I'm happy doing it.. Haiss but yet yue jian dan de dong xi yue nan de dao ba~~
K enough of everything must blog abit on today's schedule..
Play against little but damn happy although i didn't get to finger them at the very last part, kinda sad but damn fun..
Ate disgusting Kfc breakfast and feel full the whole day damn imbal!? Perhaps a good way to save $ HAHA..
People around me keep ask me to go eat like DAMN WRONG CAN!! haha..
Brought a couple handphone keychain with cassy and she damn wrong she talk to the lady and fail to understand what she's trying to say then she ask me to go over and ended up the lady speaks CHINESE!!!
And i just saw who is TMN! Tmn <3>
Little's game was nice and they are imbal!!
Actually i have the intention to train abit but when i rch Cas i jitao damn tired and the environment damn nice to sleep lor.. I jitao feed dao luan LOL, i know i will die then i still go do funny things, brain dead le but yet i'm not even emo just tired only..
Went off to eat with them and while otw home we saw this woman fell down i thought she might have slip or something but yet after a few mins she suddenly fell down again and somehow fainted or what DONO.. very scary, we wanted to walk over but yet lots of people crowding around helping her... May god bless her~
Aiyah fk care everything i just wanne play my dota and be happy ^^ who wanne be so nice to accompany me + support me HAHAH!!!
Last but not least Xtinct now CT liao jiu hen act then he just told me a mi mi he an lian net ke lian de xigz.. haiss!
It's a matter of time which happen first..
I slept 2hrs last night..
I woke up at 6.15am..
I go down to lose game at 830am..
The compy drag till 930 then start, waste my $ n time to rush down..
This This This emo me...
- I seriously hate those fking unwanted attention when its simply nothing at all, i just can't be bothered to xplain things around, for fk?! So the nxt fking person who does that GOOD LUCK is all that i wanne tell u.. Just mind your own business..
- I'm already damn tired, end up we needed to wait cause the compy drag -.- when its my turn to play i'm already so drained but after playing i feel damn happy HAHA damn weird 1 but somehow that happy aura doesn't last.. Somehow i feels that i wasn't playing well coz the opp is xT Haha pressure~~ but its so fun..
- I seriously hate the repeating feeling of people doing things or saying things that causes me to be emo.. I think my tolerances damn imbal le so don't cross over the line..
I'm so damn serious about it!!
- I always have the responsibility to make sure that everything is ok so everything goes well but yet i can't help to feel guilty if i failed to do it.. I somehow feels that its my fault.. Don't know la its getting more n more tiring doing this.. why can't it just not be me.. Zzz
- When i said something and i repeat certain things that I DON'T LIKE! I DON'T WANT! Then don't keep on insisting it will just pissed me off and don't assume things that u didn't even bothered to ask and make it up in your mind its like that.. Zzzz
- Somehow i feels that i can't take all this shit anymore i'm going insane, i just wanne run away from all this shit and just hack care every single thing.. WTB HAPPY AURA SERIOUSLY!!
I made 2 decision today..
Perhaps its up to a point whereas i should just delete your contact and stop all contacts with u perhaps its better for u this way whereas i won't be a nuisance in your life.. Things that i did perhaps is wrong but yet i hope only for the better haha maybe u just won't get it.. Nvm ba it's always being like that when i start to be nice to you.. Nvm it's just my fault... I should just learn to be independent perhaps?
Everything is kinda getting out of hand, I'm really trying very hard not to blow my top but everything just HAPPEN! Don't know ba I'm just tired of all this dramas.. How long more can i take it?! Perhaps u just blew everything to the extend whereas i feels that enough is enough..
Don't know ba~
I'm just a very simple person and all i wan is just a simple life but perhaps it may sound boring to others but I'm happy doing it.. Haiss but yet yue jian dan de dong xi yue nan de dao ba~~
K enough of everything must blog abit on today's schedule..
Play against little but damn happy although i didn't get to finger them at the very last part, kinda sad but damn fun..
Ate disgusting Kfc breakfast and feel full the whole day damn imbal!? Perhaps a good way to save $ HAHA..
People around me keep ask me to go eat like DAMN WRONG CAN!! haha..
Brought a couple handphone keychain with cassy and she damn wrong she talk to the lady and fail to understand what she's trying to say then she ask me to go over and ended up the lady speaks CHINESE!!!
And i just saw who is TMN! Tmn <3>
Little's game was nice and they are imbal!!
Actually i have the intention to train abit but when i rch Cas i jitao damn tired and the environment damn nice to sleep lor.. I jitao feed dao luan LOL, i know i will die then i still go do funny things, brain dead le but yet i'm not even emo just tired only..
Went off to eat with them and while otw home we saw this woman fell down i thought she might have slip or something but yet after a few mins she suddenly fell down again and somehow fainted or what DONO.. very scary, we wanted to walk over but yet lots of people crowding around helping her... May god bless her~
Aiyah fk care everything i just wanne play my dota and be happy ^^ who wanne be so nice to accompany me + support me HAHAH!!!
Last but not least Xtinct now CT liao jiu hen act then he just told me a mi mi he an lian net ke lian de xigz.. haiss!
With ♥ From Suzanna [11:05 PM]
Friday, January 22, 2010
emoemoemoemoemo
Despite being friends or in a r/s for a long period of time people do changes, it might be a minor or maybe towards you its just nothing but yet that minor something might have cause hurt to the other party without you noticing it.. Somehow I'm experiencing lots of such feelings over and over again.. I hate it!! I'm someone that hate changes..
Sometimes i really hate being the middle person that zhi dao the most and yet can't help feeling so cb, i rather i don't know anything at all and perhaps i won't feel so helpless.. I just feel so $#^&%$#^&%#@ suxs!!
I'm back again playing till damn hardcore but most ke lian should be the one that pei me thru this, especially when that person already lost interest in dota.. lol. I'm thankfully i learn alot from you guys.. ^^ I think i damn pro now HAHAHA! k la jk ~
I don't know what's wrong with me, recently i'm back being emo for no reasons again and i hate it.. I hate being emo but somehow i cant help it, its like part of me telling me i should be emo maybe i don't deserve to be happy?! haha.. maybe~
Feeling really confused right now, i'm not sure what i'm doing now is right anymore.. I can't seem to think what i really want, can someone tell me how? Can't we have both of everything! Arhh i hate to make decision and that always happen to me.. FK LIFE!!! k maybe my life haha..
WTB HAPPY AURA!!
I ask myself over and over again is life better now or not?! I'm not sure anymore~
emoemoemoemoemoemoemoemoemoemoemo
who want join me form emo club and emo tgt? haha
-'_'- <- i think i should change my nick to this, chao cute!!
Sometimes i really hate being the middle person that zhi dao the most and yet can't help feeling so cb, i rather i don't know anything at all and perhaps i won't feel so helpless.. I just feel so $#^&%$#^&%#@ suxs!!
I'm back again playing till damn hardcore but most ke lian should be the one that pei me thru this, especially when that person already lost interest in dota.. lol. I'm thankfully i learn alot from you guys.. ^^ I think i damn pro now HAHAHA! k la jk ~
I don't know what's wrong with me, recently i'm back being emo for no reasons again and i hate it.. I hate being emo but somehow i cant help it, its like part of me telling me i should be emo maybe i don't deserve to be happy?! haha.. maybe~
Feeling really confused right now, i'm not sure what i'm doing now is right anymore.. I can't seem to think what i really want, can someone tell me how? Can't we have both of everything! Arhh i hate to make decision and that always happen to me.. FK LIFE!!! k maybe my life haha..
WTB HAPPY AURA!!
I ask myself over and over again is life better now or not?! I'm not sure anymore~
emoemoemoemoemoemoemoemoemoemoemo
who want join me form emo club and emo tgt? haha
-'_'- <- i think i should change my nick to this, chao cute!!
With ♥ From Suzanna [10:01 PM]
Thursday, January 21, 2010
Emo & Dota
EMO IS THE WORD!!!
Happy got lots of softies and flowers this month ^^ Love presents... Hehe
Seriously i think I'm insane i spend $20 on 10 packet of waffles and seriously its not enough I NEED MORE WAFFLES!! 1year plus mei you chi dao jiu shi so desp de lol.. Now left 7packet =(
Brain doesn't seems to be working, i can't remember what i did this few weeks.. =.=
zhen de lao le o~ lol
Although I'm really happy now but somehow i feel weird with something missing out in my life.. Somehow i wanne run away from everything right now lol.. don't ask me why.. i aso dono o~ maybe everything is so complicated now ba..
siannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
emmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
Wanne block psk soon v v v v SOON.. <- KAN DAO LE HOR!! Mushi SF FEED bu ran jiu shi lose.. HAHAHA
Love my piyo chao cute!!
Back to emo & dota..
With ♥ From Suzanna [11:57 PM]
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
Mushi ask me update blog so i'm gona update abit deng xia zai update..
SF FEED
STORM ALSO FEED!
Lose aura x100000
i think sherica sF aso > his
HAHAHA!
SF FEED
STORM ALSO FEED!
Lose aura x100000
i think sherica sF aso > his
HAHAHA!
With ♥ From Suzanna [11:42 AM]
Monday, January 18, 2010
Guilty TT
Lots of blog about but yet my mind is completely blank for awhile..
K..
1) I somehow feels that i don't know you anymore, somehow feels that u are kinda cb like pretending so innocent when you already did something so -.- disappointed..
2) Why won't people clarify things when somehow i feels that its just misunderstanding and yet everyone just blame him.. I feel so unfair for him but yet i can't help a single thing -.- why won't they just clear up those misunderstanding instead of just blaming -.- hais.
Somehow i hope they know who i'm talking about and clear the misunderstanding..
3) Why can't we just play dota JUST DOTA instead of having so much of politics.. It's scary how people can change to be like that.. Maybe i should have expected this long ago but yet maybe i didn't know its so scary..
4) Sometimes scolding meant to be goood for you but yet i send out the wrong signal to others and its turn out to be something else, perhaps just disappointed that i wasted so much time on you =) but at least you learnt..
5) I gain back a really long lost friend for like 1yr HAHA i think u know who you are and i'm really very happy that we did talk things out to clear the awkwardness.. <3 i really cherish the friendship =)
I really wanted to say sorry and at the same time thank you for everything you have done, seriously i really hate myself for being so selfish. I just feel so guilty towards you.. I hope i can do something for you and thanks for your presents & flowers..
Everyone has been really nice to me, hoping that i'm happy but somehow i'm not happy TT cause im damn damn damn damn damn guilty.. TT
After knowing some stuff...
NOW I REALLY FEEL DAMN GUILTY!!!!!!
Damn emo...
Anw grats little for getting champ!!
K..
1) I somehow feels that i don't know you anymore, somehow feels that u are kinda cb like pretending so innocent when you already did something so -.- disappointed..
2) Why won't people clarify things when somehow i feels that its just misunderstanding and yet everyone just blame him.. I feel so unfair for him but yet i can't help a single thing -.- why won't they just clear up those misunderstanding instead of just blaming -.- hais.
Somehow i hope they know who i'm talking about and clear the misunderstanding..
3) Why can't we just play dota JUST DOTA instead of having so much of politics.. It's scary how people can change to be like that.. Maybe i should have expected this long ago but yet maybe i didn't know its so scary..
4) Sometimes scolding meant to be goood for you but yet i send out the wrong signal to others and its turn out to be something else, perhaps just disappointed that i wasted so much time on you =) but at least you learnt..
5) I gain back a really long lost friend for like 1yr HAHA i think u know who you are and i'm really very happy that we did talk things out to clear the awkwardness.. <3 i really cherish the friendship =)
I really wanted to say sorry and at the same time thank you for everything you have done, seriously i really hate myself for being so selfish. I just feel so guilty towards you.. I hope i can do something for you and thanks for your presents & flowers..
Everyone has been really nice to me, hoping that i'm happy but somehow i'm not happy TT cause im damn damn damn damn damn guilty.. TT
After knowing some stuff...
NOW I REALLY FEEL DAMN GUILTY!!!!!!
Damn emo...
Anw grats little for getting champ!!
With ♥ From Suzanna [1:05 AM]
Wednesday, January 06, 2010
i just wanne die now
It's been awhile since i cry my heart out so badly and yet so painful.. Perhaps its dumb to make such a decision but yet maybe its better this way.. Maybe i might regret 1 day..
Wo de chu fa dian shi hao de i hope wo ke yi bao zhe, zhe ge xin tai yi zhi jian ci xia qu...
wo yi jing zhao bu dao yuan ben de kai xin le, ying gai yao zhe yang tai hui kai xin? wo hui, hui dao na ge yi qian de wo, na ge gen ben bu dong de zhe yang kai xin de wo..
Everything sux i just feel like dying right now..
How i wish i can just die now seriously..
It just hurts too much..
Wo de chu fa dian shi hao de i hope wo ke yi bao zhe, zhe ge xin tai yi zhi jian ci xia qu...
wo yi jing zhao bu dao yuan ben de kai xin le, ying gai yao zhe yang tai hui kai xin? wo hui, hui dao na ge yi qian de wo, na ge gen ben bu dong de zhe yang kai xin de wo..
Everything sux i just feel like dying right now..
How i wish i can just die now seriously..
It just hurts too much..
With ♥ From Suzanna [1:41 PM]
Tuesday, January 05, 2010
Pro Mushi
Pro MuShI Sorry i noob!!
HAHHAHA
HAHHAHA
With ♥ From Suzanna [1:00 PM]
Sunday, January 03, 2010
learn to <3 myself LOL!
I hate myself for being so selfish..
I hate myself for being so inconsiderate..
I hate everything..
Sometimes i wish i could just disappear from this world so that i won't cause any misery to those whom i love & care.. Somehow i wish no one knows me..
There are people out there who loves to tell tales and made up stories as if they are the right one's but yet those dumb one's usually believes it and sad to say that's how rumor goes around.. It's just pointless getting angry/emo..
I have nothing against you but somehow i kinda start to dislike u.. Maybe!?
I just hope everything will goes well for me if not i mia HAHAH!
First time i got to agree with zibi kia, he told chuan " NI YE YOU JIN TIAN " LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL
Dont emo k chuan! hahaha!
I seriously dare you to say it in my face instead of being a keyboard warrior.. i guess you are just tooo hum to do that =) Oh well carry on being your humji kia k...
I hate myself for being so inconsiderate..
I hate everything..
Sometimes i wish i could just disappear from this world so that i won't cause any misery to those whom i love & care.. Somehow i wish no one knows me..
There are people out there who loves to tell tales and made up stories as if they are the right one's but yet those dumb one's usually believes it and sad to say that's how rumor goes around.. It's just pointless getting angry/emo..
I have nothing against you but somehow i kinda start to dislike u.. Maybe!?
I just hope everything will goes well for me if not i mia HAHAH!
First time i got to agree with zibi kia, he told chuan " NI YE YOU JIN TIAN " LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL
Dont emo k chuan! hahaha!
I seriously dare you to say it in my face instead of being a keyboard warrior.. i guess you are just tooo hum to do that =) Oh well carry on being your humji kia k...
With ♥ From Suzanna [7:39 AM]
Friday, January 01, 2010
Happy New Year
HAPPY 2010!!
Celebrate the loser way for 2010 is to stay home, dota and countdown! HAHA
Nvm at least still got r4yson, nagi and tmn to accompany me so im not the only loser =X
Good thing is i won my first game for 2010 and emo for those who lose!! haha im damn mean!
Hope everyone will have great year ahead <3
Celebrate the loser way for 2010 is to stay home, dota and countdown! HAHA
Nvm at least still got r4yson, nagi and tmn to accompany me so im not the only loser =X
Good thing is i won my first game for 2010 and emo for those who lose!! haha im damn mean!
Hope everyone will have great year ahead <3
With ♥ From Suzanna [12:11 AM]